Wed, 17 March 2010 Year 35 Sept 2002 - Sept 2003 So now that I've gone and said it, let me try to share it in some coherent way (yeah, right! good luck!!). The link for some more background on the 'Child-of-Pain' see: http://soulinflight.wordpress.com/ These next few years are what delivers me to now, today. We'll be done soon... whatever that means...
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Sat, 13 March 2010 Year 34-2 Let me try to move through this year and 'get-over' my hesitancy to put it out there (so to speak). I'm deep into the throes of whatever this process still is, but something is very, very different... If I allow my turth to be remembered by my human, will I be able to accept it? If not, I 'know' some other aspect of this human condition will! Don't know how I know, but I know. I've done all this before, and this is what I do.
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Sat, 6 February 2010 Year 34 Sept 2001 - 2002 Well, here goes... Tomorrow I celebrate my 57th birthday and not sure how long for this world my body is meant for but I see no reason not to share what happened next. Nearly 9-years ago I was brought a story to integrate as part of my recovery and healing and it seems to me that I now ought to share it -- the story brought to me to consider -- since it has produced/facillitated/accompanied the changes that have produced me as I Am today. Nothing to lose; only One thing to regain.
NOTE: APPARENTLY 'THEY' are editing and the 69-second missing piece is by 'THEIR' design, so from 3:36-4:45 has been officially blocked... SO -- I'VE EDITED-OUT (to the best of my ability) the 'missing 69-seconds' in order to eliminate the dead-air that appeared before this edit (probably only 1 person had to listen to the original pod-cast with the lapse from 3:36-4:45) I really could use a technician in my life... Comments[0] |
Thu, 17 December 2009 X + 1 As a foundational piece to build upon let's look at a way to invite/engage the 'Other' as an intuitive-mediator and establish trust in this original relationship that we tend to ignore. Comments[0] |
Thu, 10 December 2009 Year 33 Part 2 March, 2001 -- Sept, 2001 Okay, here we are! As I suggest, this is the beginning of the last chapter, the collection of the last 9-years that will end in my now, contemporary-time of soon-to-be 2010. I began this recall last Dec 14th after Lynda/Adam suggested, on Sunday, Dec 7, 2008, that I take the next 40 weeks and recall the last 40 years. Well, I couldn't get it done in 40-weeks nor what is now 52-weeks, but I believe we'll be able to catch-up now. This past 8+ years have been challenging and difficult but apparently (???) necessary or 'required' and now I look to resurrect the essence, the real meaning, and move on. The flow of my Truth is approaching like a huge tsunami and what ever aspects need to be washed away will soon be just that - like dust in the wind my past is rolling-up behind me like a carpet or a walking treadmill that is moving through time. Comments[1] |
Wed, 9 December 2009 Year 33 Part - 1 Sept 6, 2000 -- March, 2001 Too long as it is, and still not enough time to talk about what's happening both within my mind and then in my life. But this is the year that everything pivots on, this is the time of my remembering coming to get me, whether I like it or not. Whether anyone likes it or understands it, apparently the stage is perfectly set and it's all going to show up now. Am I ready? Will I allow? Will I fight, deny or at least delay to the best of my ability? Both. Some changes will occur so swiftly that no anesthesia is required; other changes set into motion the resurfacing and releasing of truly ancient wounds. If ONLY I knew THEN... what I know and understand now... Comments[0] |
Fri, 4 December 2009 Year 32 Sept 1999 - Sept 2000 With my Dog by my side, mighty changes are coming! Web-site (thanks Craig!), promotional flyer and advertising (thanks Bob & Kath @ Heaven and Earth!!), horse accidents, horror dreams, hallucinations of the dark side, Prophet's Conference in Port Townsend, WA... all collude to produce an inner fire about to rage. All the while life on the farm provides all the special effects needed to percolate the perfect brew! Comments[0] |




