What to speak of, what to leave out... My consciousness is being played on multiple fronts and my life is screaming by as if I'm in a bubble. The highlights don't do justice but these next 10-years will produce an awakening of sorts that surprises me in many ways.
The attempt to find 'home' brings me to Western Mass. and my leaving behind my roots in Newport. ET-stuff, death-experience recall and a gathering of new forces add to the mix in a mysterious way.
Much is being glossed-over, but make no mistake, I am going to remember. 

Well, here it is. It's 'official' - if you will. I'm an 'Experiencer' and the anger and rage now have an outlet. Suit coat and tie aside, I'm not fooling myself here. I'm losing my mind, my every-day, (if it ever was) ordinary mind. Can barely sit still. Walk, run, fly away. Avoid all mirrors!!! Don't look at what's happening.
Re-reading these transcripts has hit me all over again. It's taking so long to integrate this. I'm taking so long to integrate this. Time's up. Got-to-let-go; Can't let go! 

Moving right along let's get ready for opening that can-of-worms that I've been carrying around and looks like it's time to look deeply.
Lots of reasons not to go there, but you know me... 

Stuff is moving and so are we. Jamaica Plain, MA to Newport, RI, counseling as relationship issues heat up, a specter of a child vies for my attention, more ACIM workshops, promises kept and broken, physical damage to the one hand, intuitive skills being teamed with psychic glimpses... and all the while a building anger fails to mask some foreign rage.
Yup, that about sums it up!

It's been nearly two months since I last posted on this journey and my 'real-time' life is busting apart at some very old seams! I've got to wrap-up some background so I can get back to 'now' and these next couple of yearly recalls are lumpy at best.
As far as why I'm doing this only time seems to know and that time is still in the future. Some of the biggest changes are taking place right now and reviewing/remembering the journey is challenging at best, but there's some pieces that demand to be looked at again.
Here goes...