Maybe you should not listen to this one - because if it makes any sense at all then you're a lot closer to choosing that which you agreed to look away from, and that thing, that thought, that memory is the antithesis of this world gone awry.
On the other hand (yes, one of my favorite expressions) maybe today you can choose your original relationship and retain its memory for longer that you have before. Ah, hell, maybe one of us won't ever forget again... ahhhh, yes, The Awakened One!
You go first...

This morning EnderDogHimself arrived to greet and comfort me. "Hello, Old Friend" I heard in surround sound. "Sure is nice to see you once again."

By now I know enough to understand that more release is coming for me.

Today I will get the opportunity to release an old point of interest that still captures my attention and draws upon my awareness. My friend will stay by my side as I choose to let go of the attraction and reclaim a piece of my Self.

Will this be the missing piece, the one that tips the balance in favor for my real, true, original relationship which holds my missing peace (of mind) and allows me to remember just who I am in truth?

We'll see... it's only a matter of time now...

Is it possible that it is true that: "That which is rightfully yours can never be held or kept away from you against your will!" be accurate?  Because if it is, then all you (or I) need to do is: 1) access the safe place in Mind where that which is rightfully ours awaits, and 2) have it be our will to allow it to be.
#2 is tricky because the true power of our original-will can change everything since that power is what operates this world and currently keeps us from remembering, as if we would be afraid to see that it is us that did all this!
Don't be afraid to call upon that which is yours in Truth today. It's waiting to be chosen as what you really want! It can wait. It will wait. On you.

This agreement to 'be human' produces its own set of challenges to be addressed and adjusted/corrected or simply understood. When most of us 'feel safe' there is, in our interactions and expressions, a certain signature of familiarity that can produce (or actually, allow) an awareness that brings with it the gift we all carry into this world.
As that gift comes closer to being displayed and seen, the fear in this world becomes agitated and fierce. The closer the gift comes to our human aspect the greater the attempts at distraction become. No big deal; to be expected. In truth, these attempts to get and hold our attention change nothing.
Waiting for it to be safe in the world may not be wise now. Knowing you are safe within your truth is preferred.  

"What's afraid, and exactly of what is it afraid?" may seem to be a goofy string of words, but look again. The one you are in truth knows not of fear. The one you are in this world knows all about fear. There it is! Do you want to continue to disarm the fears that appear in your world by assigning causal blame and fighting for what is right, or do you want to see the origin of all fear in your world and do what you intended to do when you submerged your Self into your 'human-suit' as if all that you are in truth could fit in such an alien vessel?
The world 'out there' is working overtime to distract YOU from Remembering...
But I know who you are. And I say to you - reclaim that which is rightfully yours!

If it is true that nothing that is rightfully yours can be kept from you unless you agree, then perhaps it is time to remember what it is that is rightfully yours, in truth...

Remember the lyrics that proclaimed: "There's something happening here; what it is, ain't exactly clear..." - well, here we go again!
But this time we can choose to not engage the all-too-human need to assign blame as if assigning blame will change anything. It won't, and we, the ones reading this, are here to choose change. We've got to find the 'Inner/Other's' take on this or we are condemned to the dualistic option of 'us vs. them' and by now we know that gets us nothing!

Have you ever had the experience of one sentence changing the entire story? That 'moment-of-change' may be the most powerful moment our human is capable of. In that moment everything is reconfigured, re-contextualized in such a way where 'we' suddenly are okay. Suddenly, 'It's okay' as we are now able to move-on and allow the previous grip upon our attention to dissipate. This is not an act-of-will but rather completion due to truth taking its proper place...

Is there a difference between real thoughts and mental musings or mental imaging run amok? By noticing recurring themes and choosing to look again at their implication, we discover that they all have one thing in common - in order to 'engage' and become one with the chosen theme, all we have to do is... (forget).

Let's look at a couple of universal expressions that we use to describe our process of returning once again to the awareness we have never really lost...

'Welcome back my friend to the show that never ends' is an apt introduction to where we find our 'human-experiencer' on stage in the production of this shared group play waiting for YOU to take your lead.

Ah, yes, but which 'you' are we all waiting for to take the lead? There is you, the human projected, materialized, manifested 'experiencer' of your life, and of course there is YOU - the One you are in Truth that has chosen to participate in this shared, group play on the stage of life in this dimension at this time.

My take is clear: your human-experiencer is not the one we await, but it is the one you must use to invite your 'Other' - your Inner-Other - that more original self that awaits within to share with and through you the gift that has the power to change how and what you see.

There is to be a blending of sorts now as those of us who agreed to participate in this project of change gladly take their proper place in allowing the One that sent us here to lead us in the way appointed. Inner guidance is now listened to and the fog begins to lift as we follow the inner lead and approach the place of joining.

If indeed it is true that 'all things made are made from your inner realm' (thank you Adam) then connection with and aligning to this inner realm of awareness surely will produce a change. A change of authorship is what we are speaking of and seeking. To be an agent of change requires the activation of the inner-other and allowing that 'other' story to emerge.

The 'blending' of the two, the inner one that sent you here and the projected, materialized manifested human one on the stage of life that seems to be interacting with the current cast of billions, is done by invitation only. You - the human component - must invite and cultivate your unique relationship with your Inner-Other that you are also, and awaken the knowing mind connection that we so long for again. This 'knowing mind connection' is the source of all your fleeting thoughts that proclaim that 'it doesn't have to be like this' or 'there's another way to be' and now we get to exercise that option.

If the inner realm sources the outer realm of human experience then you are already being shown this in your life. For me that experience has taken on the form of living in close proximity to someone who has an undeniable link to her inner guidance system that now invites her to join together as 'the two become as one' and through that connection offer the gifts they alone may produce. (For more insight into this persons journey visit www.lyndafriedman.com and click on the archive link and read from the earliest entry forward.)

By witnessing first hand her life of balancing and blending the two realms she lives so deeply in has entrained me to my own journey, that of blending the two that I am, the One I Am in Truth, who sent me here, with the one I am in this world. All that was lacking was that I choose, consciously, the invite my Inner/Other to take more and more of the lead.

My human self still tries to convince me that what I truly want is to sail away on that fantasy Alibi 47 to a tropical paradise with the perfect lover that fulfills and completes me. But, since my human self knows not what I Am in Truth, it can only offer fantasy after fantasy in an effort to hold my attention. Over time I have come to realize that, as my human one, I too know not who/what I Am, and therefore realize that the happiness I seek is better left to be ordered-up by the one who knows the Truth of Who/What I Am.

Finally, the cast of characters (me and my Self) are in agreement, and now the joruney back to the place where I entered into this 'wrap-around-surround-sound-totally-interactive-theater-of-mind' can get under way! And yes, indeed, what a long, strange trip it's been...       

Waiting for the settlement, for the pieces to find their counterparts and take their proper place in the corrected picture that offers the alignment necessary for remembering one's Original Intention can take time. After all, time is a human quality necessitated by the laws of perception. So when it's time for 'the next step' clarity emerges and understanding sets the stage...