Well, here it is. It's 'official' - if you will. I'm an 'Experiencer' and the anger and rage now have an outlet. Suit coat and tie aside, I'm not fooling myself here. I'm losing my mind, my every-day, (if it ever was) ordinary mind. Can barely sit still. Walk, run, fly away. Avoid all mirrors!!! Don't look at what's happening.
Re-reading these transcripts has hit me all over again. It's taking so long to integrate this. I'm taking so long to integrate this. Time's up. Got-to-let-go; Can't let go!