Sat, 6 February 2010 Year 34 Sept 2001 - 2002 Well, here goes... Tomorrow I celebrate my 57th birthday and not sure how long for this world my body is meant for but I see no reason not to share what happened next. Nearly 9-years ago I was brought a story to integrate as part of my recovery and healing and it seems to me that I now ought to share it -- the story brought to me to consider -- since it has produced/facillitated/accompanied the changes that have produced me as I Am today. Nothing to lose; only One thing to regain.
NOTE: APPARENTLY 'THEY' are editing and the 69-second missing piece is by 'THEIR' design, so from 3:36-4:45 has been officially blocked... SO -- I'VE EDITED-OUT (to the best of my ability) the 'missing 69-seconds' in order to eliminate the dead-air that appeared before this edit (probably only 1 person had to listen to the original pod-cast with the lapse from 3:36-4:45) I really could use a technician in my life... Comments[0] |
Thu, 17 December 2009 X + 1 As a foundational piece to build upon let's look at a way to invite/engage the 'Other' as an intuitive-mediator and establish trust in this original relationship that we tend to ignore. Comments[0] |
Thu, 10 December 2009 Year 33 Part 2 March, 2001 -- Sept, 2001 Okay, here we are! As I suggest, this is the beginning of the last chapter, the collection of the last 9-years that will end in my now, contemporary-time of soon-to-be 2010. I began this recall last Dec 14th after Lynda/Adam suggested, on Sunday, Dec 7, 2008, that I take the next 40 weeks and recall the last 40 years. Well, I couldn't get it done in 40-weeks nor what is now 52-weeks, but I believe we'll be able to catch-up now. This past 8+ years have been challenging and difficult but apparently (???) necessary or 'required' and now I look to resurrect the essence, the real meaning, and move on. The flow of my Truth is approaching like a huge tsunami and what ever aspects need to be washed away will soon be just that - like dust in the wind my past is rolling-up behind me like a carpet or a walking treadmill that is moving through time. Comments[1] |
Wed, 9 December 2009 Year 33 Part - 1 Sept 6, 2000 -- March, 2001 Too long as it is, and still not enough time to talk about what's happening both within my mind and then in my life. But this is the year that everything pivots on, this is the time of my remembering coming to get me, whether I like it or not. Whether anyone likes it or understands it, apparently the stage is perfectly set and it's all going to show up now. Am I ready? Will I allow? Will I fight, deny or at least delay to the best of my ability? Both. Some changes will occur so swiftly that no anesthesia is required; other changes set into motion the resurfacing and releasing of truly ancient wounds. If ONLY I knew THEN... what I know and understand now... Comments[0] |
Fri, 4 December 2009 Year 32 Sept 1999 - Sept 2000 With my Dog by my side, mighty changes are coming! Web-site (thanks Craig!), promotional flyer and advertising (thanks Bob & Kath @ Heaven and Earth!!), horse accidents, horror dreams, hallucinations of the dark side, Prophet's Conference in Port Townsend, WA... all collude to produce an inner fire about to rage. All the while life on the farm provides all the special effects needed to percolate the perfect brew! Comments[0] |
Tue, 24 November 2009 Year 31 Sept 6, 1998 -- 1999 Took me three weeks to emerge from the memories after reading the transcripts from '97, '98, '99. So much happened, and so quickly, in that period that I can't possibly capture in even in 40+ minutes of babble! But I am now much more settled than I have ever been since beginning this 40-41 year recall. Once I get 'contemporary' and caught-up to '2009' (10 more posts???) this will all be over with and I can/will get back to now. Comments[0] |
Tue, 27 October 2009 Year 30 Sept 6, 1997 -- Sept 6, 1998 What to speak of, what to leave out... My consciousness is being played on multiple fronts and my life is screaming by as if I'm in a bubble. The highlights don't do justice but these next 10-years will produce an awakening of sorts that surprises me in many ways. The attempt to find 'home' brings me to Western Mass. and my leaving behind my roots in Newport. ET-stuff, death-experience recall and a gathering of new forces add to the mix in a mysterious way. Much is being glossed-over, but make no mistake, I am going to remember. Comments[0] |
Sat, 24 October 2009 Year 29 Sept 6, 1996 -- Sept 6, 1997 Well, here it is. It's 'official' - if you will. I'm an 'Experiencer' and the anger and rage now have an outlet. Suit coat and tie aside, I'm not fooling myself here. I'm losing my mind, my every-day, (if it ever was) ordinary mind. Can barely sit still. Walk, run, fly away. Avoid all mirrors!!! Don't look at what's happening. Re-reading these transcripts has hit me all over again. It's taking so long to integrate this. I'm taking so long to integrate this. Time's up. Got-to-let-go; Can't let go! Comments[0] |
Thu, 8 October 2009 Year 28 Sept 6 1994 - 1995 Moving right along let's get ready for opening that can-of-worms that I've been carrying around and looks like it's time to look deeply. Lots of reasons not to go there, but you know me... Comments[0] |




